SANGEETA ATE TOO MUCH MEAT IN YOUNGER YEARS

Back to Sangeeta Sahu: This wondrous girl had been brought up in an environment where unfortunately her parents had excessive animal protein – making her system somewhat heavily coated with such protein. Beside her nervous system and whole body, her reproductive organs were heavily coated with such protein. Now if a girl eats a lot of animal protein and is not an athlete or physically active – her system becomes somewhat sluggish and hence the circulation or fresh blood and nutrients do not reach her entire body specially the less active parts of the body such as the under arms/behind the knees/shoulders/the groin area/reproductive organs etc.

Now she was on a spiritual path. She met a Guru – let’s call him Guru Jaggi Kripalani from south India. He has a fully fledged organisation where he teaches Yogic Sciences to many across the world. The Guru saw that she was claiming to be “spiritual” but was indeed still quite earthly. She was such that if she had a problem with her students in class she would lash back at them with ego and rudeness and one time she was so angry with one of her students while teaching Pranic Healing in Kerela that she actually locked up this student in the bathroom! That was not very kind and her karma needed re-adjustment – she needed to be guided to more love, compassion and patience – which by the way most of us, each of need to grow in us constantly – love, compassion and patience.

Unfortunately, this Guru wanted to play God in the Garden and decided to lash his anger at her the way she did at her students. How he did this – we will get into after I explain His Yogic Way.

The Guru’s Way: This Guru – Jaggi would attract people with his words and intelligence and sometimes even Yogic Siddis he had earned from so many years of Meditation and other Yogic practices. He realized that he took over 25 years sitting on a rock to realize what he did and earn what he did. He somehow wanted a faster process for his disciples – faster even if it was harsher! Men who loved his work – he would invite them to spend time in the ashram. Then he would “work” on them. This “work” – well here it is: Using tantric techniques – he would come into awareness when they were asleep and then show them something positive or negative based on his judgement. For example, there was this young NRI from New York City – he showed him that he was too proud of his physique and chest – this man felt great shame and guilt after this and started to “loosen” his karma of body attachment....  then when the man had overcome this need to show off his body – he would give him the next lesson of deeper sexual impressions – such has what gives him a high – is it the women in his life or just her body – this process would continue until such time that this young man (and many like him in the ashram) would become a “swami” feeling terrible about their thoughts and the corresponding “fatty mass” of animal protein they had collected around organs – they had to literally melt out the fatty mass – or the karma that such excessive uncirculated dense animal fat gave them. Sometimes even a vegetarian could be in such a state due to excessive sugars/chemicals etc. in the body. Literarily, the brain and hence thoughts correspond to such toxins in the body.

So for Sangeeta – somehow he wanted to lash out a bit abrasively – reasons I don’t know. He came in her awareness and started to mock her body and attachment to her body. So here is the first link of understanding:

a)  the greater the animal protein in the body – the greater is the attachment to the body

b)  the lesser the physical activity and circulation – the greater is the attachment to the body.

Sangeeta had excessive attachment to her body as both of the above reasons apply directly to her. As this progressed he started to go “deeper” to teach her a lesson – here is a few examples of what he did: he came into her awareness one night and hyper stimulated her sexually – he basically put a gun and/or an object of general use like a rod into her body. She got highly aroused and then he mocked at her “doesn’t matter what goes in –you simply don’t even know if it’s a man or a “thing”” – this was a shocking experience for her and she felt so humiliated that she got angry beyond anyone can imagine. Fairly so – how can a man – who claims to be a Guru do such things. She was enjoying “sensorially even his cold and ugly acts” but her heart knew this is not what she wanted to manifest and she would cry. The same “sensorial pleasures” she got from eating animal flesh – now she was shown had an ugly affect on the body and mind. She knew she would not want to eat flesh anymore – but how come she or her parents didn’t realize this growing up? Eating too much animal protein makes the person a little more “touch oriented” and gross in body movement. How could she as a woman see herself as a “gross in body movement” – a very insensitive act by the Guru – it broke every ego and sense of self that she had earned this life. She said “this is not how a Guru is” and cried for continuous days at the meaning of such an accusation of her sexuality. Why did this happen? She was so numb in an astral state – the numbness caused by the excessive animal protein coating her brain and reproductive organs. Then next he came into her space and touched her upper body in a cold and deliberate way – she again felt an arousal and this time the Guru said “so doesn’t matter who touches you – you only care about where you are touched”. She had no way to even express the degree of anger that she felt and came into her Shiva zone – destructing what is wrong – a method that is wrong even if he is a Guru. It’s obvious beyond words and any perception that such treatment to any women is not acceptable and she cried deep – soul deep. He did many such things – many more ways to humiliate her till she decided that she is not going to live – sad and broken. Just where he wanted her to be to be able to tame her ego and control her! Like they say in the Bible – often they make the men sad to control them – sometimes such mockery is not so grave – like that young NRI lad who simple could at a later point laugh off at how much he liked a tight fitting t-shirt!! – a childish mind in parts. But can a woman take such degradation of honor? This is why they say in the Indian Yogic Sciences that “often women cannot enlighten”.

I hope that earth sees a Guru who understands these dimensions and works with care. He could have simply guided her to better food, a more active life and in love with him – she would have bloomed in such a loving space – it’s true when the heart expands – it can cross all boundaries of physiological and emotional knots and toxins. That is why most spiritual sciences talk more about treating all with care and respect over food habits – to work on awareness and heart and not on physical body only.